kadaima (拼得应该对吧？...)

okaeri！

kadaima.

（总算在 last christmas 里的结局把他们理清楚了，趁机记录下来……）

最后的学年已经在半年前落幕了。所以，也回来了半年了，现在才来写一句kadaima，也有够迟的啦。也不是因为过去的六个月里特别的忙碌，相反的，这段时间是我人生中最长的一段“长假”。喜欢想像自己就像long vacation里的濑明一样，把它当作是神赐予的一段悠长假期，尽管不是出于自己的意愿，然后就是等待长假过后终于安排好的结局，开展另一段旅程。

其实，确实的情况还挺像的。现在，虽然离尘埃落定还缺临门一脚，但总算走到八九不离十的这步棋啦。所以，这时来为这段岁月以及开张了年逾的博客（加上年关将近）做个总结，万分贴切。

前者：出走的计划着落了，现在在等开工通知，好不容易习惯了的生活步伐又要从新调整了，于是那种不踏实的感觉又浮出台面，对照开始时的心境是够矛盾的，但人总是如此。这半年里，半游民状态下，糊里糊涂地做了的事也还不少：学车（因此而碰到一个认真的、一个爱笑的、一个我不愿置评的）、学舞（认识一个简讯里超爱用：）的，最高纪录：四个字，3个：））、打工（结识一位赏识我赏识得令我莫名其妙的）、当然还有那些零零碎碎的面试、面试、又再面试……

后者：果然，不出两个月，贩卖机里的回忆从自己的文字过渡到别人的文字为主力。虽然还是自己的回忆，形式却变奏成了剪贴自己路过的文字的仓库，抄了个很大、很可耻的捷径。理想中的形式，已把要求降到最低，字数篇幅不求多寡，至少不要一面倒吧。还是失败了。像开始时一样，今天的这番回顾的冲动也源至看到另一位老友的先知先觉。现在能写时，就尽情写吧，不然下次不知又过了几个春秋……

该是结尾了……

kadaima吧？

是的，我回来了。在两条平行的故事线上，都是。虽然不知能逗留多久，能说句“我回来了”，感觉还是窝心的。

嗯，就酱。

sample IOU

I (name) (NRIC number) of (address) (contact numbers) acknowledge receipt of the sum of S$__ being a friendly interest-free loan given to me, at my request, by my friend, (name) (NRIC number) of (address) today, by way of (bank's name) cheque no. __ dated __ . I promise to repay this sum in full to him/her by (stipulated date of repayment). Dated this __ day of __ (month) (year).

The IOU note should bear a witness' signature, name, NRIC number, address and contact number. Also, ask for several post-dated cheques.

facilitator

Whether you know it or not, this is the role that is most in tune with who you are at your core. As a facilitator, you're admired for your thoughtful decision-making skills and sense of duty. You exude a quiet strength, and when others want something done right, you are often the one they turn to, even though you don't call attention to yourself, often preferring to work behind the scenes more than in visible leadership roles. You are a solid, dependable person with a keen mind for systems and can easily assess their accuracy and efficiency. Just watch out for your tendency to categorize everything — not everything is black and white — because it will cause you to miss out on the subtleties of life. As long as you're aware of how rigid you can be, your orderly, neat ways can help you be incredibly productive in this life, in part because you never feel compelled to be a slave to flash and/or trend

numbers

3
The number 3 Life Path is one that emphasizes expression, sociability, and creativity as the lesson to be learned in this life. Here we are apt to find the entertainers of the world, bright, effervescent, sparkling people with very optimistic attitudes. A truly gifted 3 possesses the most exceptional creative skills, normally in the verbal realm, writing, speaking, acting, or similar endeavors. The lesson to be learned with a 3 life path is that of achievement through expression. The bright side of this path stresses harmony, beauty and pleasures; of sharing your creative talents with the world. Capturing your capability in creative self-expression is the highest level of attainment for this life path. The characteristics of the 3 are warmth and friendliness, a good conversationalist, social and open. A good conversationalist both from the standpoint of being a delight to listen to, but even more importantly, one who has the ability to listen to others. Accordingly, the life path 3 produces individuals who are always a welcome addition to any social situation and know how to make others feel at home. The creative imagination is present, if sometimes latent, as the 3 may not be moved to develop his talent. The approach to life tends to be exceedingly positive, however, and your disposition is almost surely sunny and open-hearted. You effectively cope with all of the many setbacks that occur in life and readily bounce back for more. It is usually easy for you to deal with problems because you can freely admit the existence of problems without letting them get you down. You have good manners and seem to be very conscious of other people's feelings and emotions. Life is generally lived to the fullest, often without much worry about tomorrow. You are not very good at handling money because of a general lack of concern about it. You spend it when you have it and don't when you don't.
On the negative side, a 3 may be so delighted with the joy of living that the life becomes frivolous and superficial. You may scatter your abilities and express little sense of purpose. The 3 can be an enigma, for no apparent reason you may become moody and tend to retreat. Escapist tendencies are not uncommon with the 3 life path, and you find it very hard to settle into one place or one position. Guard against being critical of others, impatient, intolerant, or overly optimistic.
Typically, the life path 3 gives an above-average ability in some art form. This can encompass painting, interior decorating, landscaping, crafts, writing, music, or the stage, or all of the above. You are apt to be a happy, inspired person, constantly seeking the stimuli of similar people. Your exuberant nature can take you far, especially if you are ever able to focus your energies and talents.


Golden Number: A number showing the year of the lunar or Metonic cycle. It is reckoned from 1 to 19, and is so called from having formerly been written in the calendar in gold.

Epact Number: The moon's age at the beginning of the calendar year, or the number of days by which the last new moon has preceded the beginning of the year.

The Life Path Number The Life Path is the sum of the birth date. This number represents who you are at birth and the native traits that you will carry with you through life. The most important number that will be discussed here is your Life Path number. The Life Path describes the nature of this journey through life.

Julian date: The number of days since noon 4713 BC January 1

birthday

You entered: 3/25/1982
Your date of conception was on or about 2 July 1981 which was a Thursday.
You were born on a Thursdayunder the astrological sign Aries.Your Life path number is 3.The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445053.5.The golden number for 1982 is 7.The epact number for 1982 is 5.The year 1982 was not a leap year.The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 11 April 1982. As of 12/18/2005 11:02:14 AM ESTYou are 23 years old.You are 285 months old.You are 1,239 weeks old.You are 8,669 days old.You are 208,067 hours old.You are 12,484,022 minutes old.You are 749,041,334 seconds old.Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.39295499021526 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)
There are 97 days till your next birthdayon which your cake will have 24 candlesThose 24 candles produce 24 BTUs,or 6,048 calories of heat (that's only 6.0480 food Calories!) .You can boil 2.74 US ounces of water with that many candles.
In 1982 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.In 1982 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.In 1982 in the US there were 2,495,000 marriages (10.8%) and 1,180,000 divorces (5.1%)In 1982 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)Your birthstone is Aquamarine The Mystical properties of Aquamarine
Aquamarine is often used to experience love and mercy. It is said to help ease depression and grief.Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Jade, Rock Crystal, BloodstoneYour birth tree is
Hazelnut Tree, the Extraordinary
Charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody and capricious lover, honest and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgement.There are 7 days till Christmas 2005!The moon's phase on the day you wereborn was new.

Thursday, March 25, 1982
Moon's age (days): 0Distance (Earth radii): 58.71Percent Illumination 0.45%Ecliptic latitude (degrees): -5.04Ecliptic longitude (degrees): 5.28

What Your Name Means (Numerology)

There are 10 letters in your name.
Those 10 letters total to 50
There are 3 vowels and 7 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 5

The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.

The expression or destiny for #5:
The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.

If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

Your Soul Urge number is: 4

A Soul Urge number of 4 means:
With the Soul Urge or Motivation number of 4 you are likely to strive for a stable life. You tend to follow a rather orderly pattern and systematic approach in your endeavors. You have an inner desire to serve others in a methodical and diligent manner. You want to be in solid, conventional, and well-regulated activities, and you are somewhat disturbed by innovation and erratic or sudden changes. Excellent at organizing, systematizing, and managing, you have a way of establishing order and maintaining it. You are responsible, reliable and in the final analysis, practical. Highly analytical, you can see your way through all sorts of situations and generally have a clear understanding of the issues. You are a very honest, sincere, and conscientious individual.

The negative side of the 4 is rigid, stubborn and somewhat narrow-minded. There is a tendency to hide feelings, or to really not be aware of real feelings. Avoid being too rigid and stubborn in your thinking, and try to always see the big picture rather than becoming to involved with the detail. Don't be afraid to take a chance once in awhile.

Your Inner Dream number is: 1

An Inner Dream number of 1 means:
You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.

http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp

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