fact is.

how do u make someone feel u care?

i've been told time and again.. so i must really sux at it, big-time.

like he said, i've juz been living in my own world, being my usual self-centered self, with zero tolerance towards anyone who threatens to get in e way.. or pinning all e blame on e innocent passerby when sth goes irkly wrong, all e time knowing dat there's nth to get out of it.. all executed in a matter-of-factly manner, without e slightest hesitation..

but i also can't help thinking..could it b dat i really cant care, like i'm missing a part of wat's supposedly natural to other human beings.. dat'll be convenient..

wat's wrong with me?

lost..

maybe i shd really be alone.. n it's no longer a matter of whether i like it anot..