回眸

is going to grad sch a means of taking a leave of absence from life?.. subconsciously.. was this sth i would have desired?

been stuck in retrospect for e most of e past 2 weeks.. perhaps it's e holidays season, xmas n e end of another year.. new yr's juz round e corner.. need to get out of indulgent mood soon.. but am having a real hard time pulling myself away..

y is e will losing out to e heart?..

wat is the outcome i would have desired anyway?

i wonder...

不能再这样陷下去了，不然会愈抽离那些现实中、实在的握在手的，到头来岂不得不偿失吗？

It's not like anything will come out of it anyway..



那么，我还在迟疑什么呢?